It wasn't the danger
so much
as it was
the oh so calm
the sweat beaded
above
my twice mopped brow
with
the gallop of a wild pulse
along side
the slickness of my palm
the unknown up ahead
taunted my doubts
with its magnetic menacing
veneer
I was
in essence
utterly sick to myself
with unbelievable fear
one of the priceless savers
of all men.................
(Dec. 29, 1997)