a certain clutch of sadness
brings unwanted now depth
to an already grieving mind
presently
I am alone
almost
but for 90 minutes of your
warm, sonorous voice
playing repeatedly upon a cassette
player
my head is disturbingly silent
a great desire over comes me in the
unexpected quiet
those ten days in January can not come
soon enough
for this deafening silence that plagues
my mind
the pending flights are but two ten hour
stepping stones away
that will enable me to alas
alight swiftly upon your world
a world I have yet to explore for myself
first hand
ah, but soon enough
in the welcome embrace of four long months
worth of tomorrows
the soon to be will wake to don the robes of
today is the day
my itinerary will be complete
why, I will be as close as finely cut
clothing upon the body of you my friend
my dear, dear you
I shall enjoy no other dressing near so much
as I will the one of our long awaited
'the laying upon of naturally curious eyes'
so do not fret
for the impersonal touch of sunglasses
will quickly enough be removed
and the dawning recognition in my soul's
lightly colored imperfect mirrors ( eyes)
will be acknowledged by yours
and quite whole heartedly returned
I hope..............................
(Sept. 11, 1997)