he is looking for an acceptable way out
that is all this is
a man still so in love
yet trying to do the right thing
the whole entire idealistic notion
is a farce
it makes no real, 'in the moment' sense
who after all really would choose to fail
rather than excel
in such a clear and obvious success
who but a true and timeless lover
that is
a man so captivatingly intense
tears are no more than disregarded
children of a broken heart
ah, but dear sweet, savvy, selfless
Rick (Blane)
with your heart laid wide open
in a stale whiskey glass
every woman who's ever met you even once
via the silver screen
surely must have loved you
deathlessly close yet secretly deep
just as I did
all those incredible first times
without any emotional baggage
nor walls
built up as barriers
to the great passage of time
beautifully blessed be the celluloid
saved
and reverently restored
for other fair minded females
yet born
as a visual vehicle for their very
own private love affair
with you.........................
(Aug. 5, 1998)