we quaver as we waver
and diminish just a little more
when we pause
such careless creatures
of the foisted
so restless in our hearts
to the subtlest deadening of each our
newly discovered awe
the starving darkness that quietly prowls
one's innards
blaringly now beckons with its
oh so embittered breath
we die just a little more with the silent
erosion of each passing day
frail present inhibited beings
owing to the light their best
yet deny the encroachment of our own
impending death
'tis nothing more than a tablespoon of fear
yet one thats far too foul and frank of a dose
to take
so we prefer to view death in gently garnished
scattered images
almost like an artist's idea of what others
might just think
after all
what do we really know
when we truly know nothing at all
faith holds our hands and whispers
that our true reality awaits
and its far grander than we've ever seen
and as far as flawed species go
the whole entire block of human kind
is ridiculously small minded
cruel and terribly unclean
so its a good thing that Jesus already paid
our bill for us
and luckily enough
it was sight unseen....................
(July 20, 1998)