the table is clean
the wine is cheap
its quite obvious to me
that he doesn't wish to be here
so why then won't he just leave
so I can get some sleep
because he's just too damn contrary
thats why!
and to think
I once actually
fancied the notion
that I loved this selfish creep
some insanity in me still
weeps for the loss
I think I could use a small hand mirror
and a very long dangerous looking needle.........
(July 12, 1998)