it was such a beautiful letter
you managed so easily to suck me in
your thoughts were perfect in their
pitch and emotion
why, they made me want you all over again
you are like an enveloping riptide
all the beauty was gone before I had
enough time
to even think to try and save myself
you're so good that it actually makes you
dangerous
my equilibrium never stood a chance
I think instinctively looking back
thats likely what scared me most
well,
that and the fact that you owned so
many guns
and even to this day
all remain so fully loaded.............
(June 3, 1998)