to flea
that is 'My Dawn Fire's Flaw'
grandma would call such notion
a rumor
where others yet known would
label my untuned muse as mere
wind spawn
for we who are of the wayward branch
like the migrating soul
are utterly incapable of staying for long
so the seed of pity grows great
as visions cast doubt down upon a miserly
outcome
the caption at the bottom of my page would
read: 'Truly Most Decided'
for such is my fate
how perfectly amusing
I've said so, so I should suppose
that I can not get away from what it is
I've unknowingly become
ah, so such a sad medley goes
a fanciful writer who is half way numb
from writing about all I've seen and what
I've yet to experience
the colossal pages of word clutter
oh, how their hasty ink I cherish
the story never really changes
it merely gets told by a different voice
that whispers in my head
so, from which point of view that I currently
write it need not ever be said
it does not really matter
for all in a heart beat at the end of each page
quite frankly are me
just standing under a new more focused gaze
of enlightenment
of this bighearted changeling that lives so
doomed in me
note I wholeheartedly embrace
the soul of discretion
such a beautiful term to fit my current
opposing mood
from me now these unharnessed feelings of
mismatched woe blow away in the chase
and I am allowed to reside in the eyes of
the redeeming good
respected once again.................
(May 23, 1996)