How I live for such disturbing interruption
my facetious side may squint and scream
the endless use of doubtful tact
is remarkable as to what it can bring
a severe headache brought on from lack
of peace
and her sister sleep
some beg for quiet so very unlikely that
too now would seem
the eyes convulse as the telephone barks
out yet another series of keening rings
no pending solitude am I commissioned to
soon get
old multiplication tables start doing
unwanted somersaults in my head
this stunning, sunny Saturday has
metamorphosed into the dreadful gloomy
Monday
ten or more years ago when I began my
first real job
to think , the bane of my once working
existence grew from the creep trainer
I had back then named inadequately enough
Bob
my good God
concentrate on 'The Now'
poor befuddled nearly inoperable brain
lean heavily upon even your sketchiest
skills
let all experience turn over and oust
every last sullied grain
the mind is but the soul's to train
yet remember in the wake of uncompromisable
fantasy
harsh reality indeed quite publicly kills
so spare me this faulted ride of self angst
inertia
for my dear stomach could not further stand
any more such sorely lacking inspirational
thrills
verbal death
oh, how I so welcome your territorial reign
silence in this moment has grown more golden
in its worth then all of Fort Knox's
inanimate prisoners
so, release me, for I am yours to spare
from this unimaginable pain................
(May 14, 1996)