windows wide open to the dim stillness of the past
memories everyone has shot so to somehow hopefully
make them last
places labeled visited and children called mine
the home my husband Jonathan and I share now
verses the family home when I was nine
my loving mother when she was younger and sisters
too
Grandma coming over at Thanksgiving to help with
dinner
The Christmas Cindy had the flu
the countable months when I was spirited and oh
so thin
and long, long legs in short, short skirts
had quite fashionably come back in again
with a splash of foundation upon my grinning
face and a light coral dusting upon my lips
along side a ring for every finger
with polish upon their finely cut tips
how in my melancholy mind many of these very
memories still so lovingly linger
as a light quiver touches my tender heart and
it grips
as old dates I've had compete with the man
I did fall in love with and marry
in the end of course they lose
but these two numerous captions of what I call
my life through all time
them, I will with me carry......................
(Aug. 10, 1994)