my dear amiable consort
he, that works twice as hard
as three men half his age
please note that I, (your Miel)
cherish this fine, fond mutually
desirous friendship
that we each for the last 13 months
or so
have so finely tuned together
for the other 's doubtless enjoyment
it is truly sad for me to say this
but you will likely die
never fully knowing
at least to any significant degree
just what you have added to my life
but note that then means
I can spend all the rest of the days
we each have upon this fine lush tundra
trying my impossible damnedest to tell you
of it myself personally
like just now
from this paper of mine
to your tired eyes
or in four short months
from my too often riske' lips
to your highly educated ears
please know that what I say is the
undeniable truth
my dearest of all sirs
for me, you equate such love
such highly inspired unadorned yet fresh
and constant love
pure and simple
why with you on my side
in any endeavor I choose to
immerse myself in
tell me then
how could I ever go wrong
the answer is clear
with you in my corner
to whisper such lengthy and encouraging
confidence in my ears I couldn't lose
oh, how I have needed this incredible shot
of you in (what must have seemed like
such a) direction less life
maybe
to speak in boating terms
I should call you
my newly acquired Rudder..................
(Sept. 19, 1997)