he never said a word but it is written that
he had indeed spoken
which if it were the truth it would also
be a sheltered lie
by silent agreement or token
but why?
perhaps, because his supposed speech
was watered down like that of dead grass
during a harsh rain storm
or maybe the memory doesn't serve all that were
involved all too correctly any more
there for
its believability is over all way too shorn
scattered over time to argue the precise
accuracy of the old news reels
if only someone personally involved could step
forth now to aid in pointing out the exact
crime
open wounds might likely somehow soon heal
and let he who took the wrathful blame back then
be able to now even if dead
stand full, proudly a man
surely this, we all could easily come to understand
but somehow I seriously doubt if that will ever
happen
nor if it was ever even part of the long term in the
plan
but the true question is;
could he forgive me and mine though?
sure he can
for that's just one of his many ways
look toward the gold of tomorrow beyond
the rust of the previously dark and unforgettable
days..............................
(Aug. 2, 1994 pm)