stars above wish as the faint meadow lark sings
carry me off into sleep
splendid are these familiar things
brisk morning dawn breaks softly
free from your darkened slumber
but bear in mind that not far from this day
draws near the unapologetic heat of summer
merry days drifting
lounging beside grassed slopes of the unbridled
brook
babbling in my very own mind I see roads that
should be taken as took
time spent with spirits no longer residing on
these shell less shores
what once fascinated the curious child in me
now only bores
where are the walls I so desperately need
to hold me so gently within
the turmoil crushes the blade held fondly in
my weakened hand
I am so very sorry my dear, dear blade
forgive me my most mean folly
here, let me put you back
take refuge with your tall fellow green friends
now try to be jolly
same goes for myself
wish as I might
carry me off to the morrow so to rework the
stubborn paints of this canvas of sight
the beautiful Kelly blade I will not harm
nor paint as broken
instead these all too familiar landscapes
before me I will mentally photograph and take
with me as one last impressionable token
Home
a compartment of life that God has so
generously given to me
as well as a long memory
in which to remember it with!...............
(July 11, 1994 pm)