with half a hope
and part of a prayer
I pocket my hungry pen
and solemnly swear
that I will not so soon write
about this very moment
but wait until a single year
has seen fit to pass it
and now , so it has
to you my love.........
to you, my love I honestly give
all of which for I so faithfully live
a treasured promise abused only once
by a nearly indifferent heart
and to think now it will forever with
me remain a sad but so necessary part
though what we once so joyously had
so quickly grew to be small
I can forget not the true essence
of its original expectation that
mutually arose in each our very being
to enthrall
I say, 'Not Goodbye' to you
my still so spirited long ago mate
but good luck
for this isn't the end
only the beginning of our future
journeys apart
as somewhere there in lies the trite
trappings society likes to call fate...........
(May 14, 1994 am)