am thinking of you now
so all encompassingly
and that's not even a word
goes to show you just how much
of my mush brain you've taken over
your voice in my ear is like dynamite
going off in my mid section
you feed the frenzy I feel by just
being you
we mesh so beautifully
our thoughts
our ideas
our conversations
even our ways of making love we've discussed
and how we view love
I feel intimacy with you
on a scale I've never experienced
how far is too far
and will tomorrow ever reveal her secrets
where you and I are concerned
I likely think way too much
it goes with the territory of being
a poet I should suppose
I love how you want me
and make me feel like some powerful
magnetic feminine force
this is starting to sound like a poem
proof all my thoughts anymore are poetic
about you
how must you look naked and on the brink
of orgasm
I tantalize myself with that thought
I adore your biased breaths of spoken
reverence
your intensity and shameless desperate need
of me are beyond sexy
you release a riveting billow of steam
though on the phone I seem I am sure
rather uncertain
know that
face to face
finger tips to glorious finger tips
or hip bone to handsome hip bone
and torso to slick sliding sensuous torso
I would undulate uncontrollably beneath you
I would be heat you couldn't quite catch
and desire all warm and honey sweet
dripping just for you
and without a doubt for even a second
I know
we would be each other's unquestionable passion
and in a perfect world of us finally meeting
that would only be the beginning
I hope I am not over stepping my ground by
being so forth coming with my thoughts
but I needed to show you without any fear
of this being all one sided on my part
that I could never be immune to your
incredible gentleness, openness, and masculine
depth of spirit
you are what you are
walking, talking, eating, sleeping. working,
breathing male desire
and though I'll never know why of all the fires
you could build in any woman
you chose
mine
still
even if you end this Fandango between us
I'll live out the rest of my life
feeling so blessed for just having had the
pleasure to interact with such a remarkably
self aware individual
who's voice alone
could damn near make me come
don't you even know yet
you had me tied bound and secured
at your sexually jarring words of
'Ohhhhhhhhhh Melissahh you are soooo
irresistible!!!!'
words I could never have even imagined
a man would ever say and truly mean
as he spoke them to me in desire
ah but you
you my incredible you
gave even that to me
which in turn made you
just as irresistible to me
oh my dear oh so stimulating man
you have no idea
and for your information I very well
could imagine just how so very much
you thought of me
for in my dreams
I have you acting just in such a way...........
(Dec. 3, 2007 1147am)