crushes evolve from the gaping loneliness
that besets every so often each our just a
little too loveless lives
at least that is what I have always quite
personally believed
after all such a sad comment makes a little
privileged sense
so how else should it be perceived
one does not after all typically choose to
have an imaginary lover
such as say a famous movie start
it is just a protective phase that comes over
'The So Too Alone'
since love is indeed safest when felt from
only a far
it is much too commonly known that teenage
girls are more often than not the targeted
genre for the deliberate crushes
the media practically markets such idea of safe
make shift affair
and brutal are the besiegement of buyers into
this so very singular momentary state of bliss
but eventually all young girls grow up and we
learn how to get beyond that enchanted feeling of
the grass is always greener over there
sometimes it takes some of us just a little longer
to survive passed mere guess and wish.............
(March 22, 1998)