in the questionable powers of man
that exist today
and these glimmering hopes of mine
that simply are
I sullenly reside in refuge
between the two
immobile
an outcast's grim reflection
bathed in self doubt's rampant scars
branded before all to bare witness
weak and to be pitied
blessed light
hold me without accusation
when I fearfully scream
beloved mercy
moisten the hair line crack of my
sorrow's pain
seep in to find some numbing sustenance
where only hunger, want and weakness lived
before
I am yours
at the hands of such incredibly scary
technology
I am doubly humbled
for where I was dead
living on the edge of life
balefully looking in
you've repaired such lifeless tomb of
humanity so I may soar with the love of
a graceful prying steel fist
pit against the slow death growing inside
my bone's bitter breast
you then raised my limp lethargic lungs
to each their full breath's mast
and secured a stronger will in this foreign
warrior heart
to newly begin to beat
youthful pulse and wealthy vigor
throughout my thready veins
swift and healthy by contrast
now without the body's constant looming
death lingering by my side
the joy of my spirit lifts up effortlessly
to view you in your radiant best
you are pure love without end my Lord
my future
my protector
my truest trusting friend
not to be denied
I've loved you long since before I was
born
and I'll love you longer still after I have
died
for you are the only answer
where all questions formally preside...........
(June 25, 1999)