if I close my faith filled eyes
I can still feel your loving embrace
holding me closer than any impassioned dream
of a man ever could
ah, but never forget the caged bird knows
no real moon
this alone propels an almost unwilling I to
continue on
unadorned
blindly curious
but all the same
searching
doubt itself could not even
pry open the richly evolved
mind's cage door
as I seek a far, far greater
freedom
death
and not because I so much wan to die
but more so long for the release
from the physical body
which is little more than a highly
developed coat that cloaks one's soul
throughout a series of classes
that everyone must take..............
(Jan. 20, 1999)