so today I fall
but not so very far
from my pinnacle perch and call
fading softly
like a distant star
my bones they do not break
though my will slowly seems to
slip silently away
so out of touch with the inner
soul
tentatively I start to pray
that my once wavering house of cards
does not somehow
come to fold
while I alone appear to stand
quite soundly intact
take away no before truth yet
untold
simply because retaliation is so
unbelievably exact
instead in its place aid to recharge
the battered spirit that lingers
hauntingly near the brink of an almost
numbing belief
teach me wisely in this
quiet moment of confusion
but please just try to make the lesson
overwhelming
yet brief.......................
(March 25, 1994 pm)