in my hope filled chitter-chatter head
a song plays on
and soft words of remorse for the accompanying
music form a sort of bond
and memories become illusionary soldiers
to help mend fences of before only unanswered time
and I pray upon the page for the gift of such a
gift as I pen such superficial rhyme
such sweet passionate charity clamors to be hugged
by my fast flooding soul
while J's eternally sweet and complete, pure love
continues to be my consummate goal
I am indeed a better person when from his
protectively young arms I've just come
his kiss fills up my very being and wit love
we are one
his eyes forge the distance between the future
and the present as it is as of this day
for tomorrow is only twenty-four more I Love Yous
to me away
with him I can and will be anything I want
though without him I will become one dimensional
like a lifeless but autistic savant............
(March. 6, 1994)