sometimes
I'd just like to fly
away to some grander than grand
precipice
to a place beyond the reach of all men
where the universe and all her yet named
weary sisters
relax
as if in some magical stasis
where they are free to witness grandeur
through some unparalleled perfection's image
as it puts on an unforgettable show
why I am almost envious of the before
even as I long for nearly every after that
has yet to come
such pages must be
illuminating
the human mind simply can not fully enfold
all the possibilities of all thats meant
to be
fascination only further creates luminous
veils of mysterious new ideas
where one's natural tendencies can not escape
the more tender imagination's notice
such sparked spear of spiritual need
guides me and mine pensive pen
leading unto
but a few drizzling drops of ink's truth
where only through the pen and poet's door
am I able to more curiously see beyond my
own mind and this fickle page
and yet
for the most guarded second
in such a place
I possess no gift
rather
it is the supposed gift that possesses me
and I am slave to.........
where as before
I was these same words'
careful creator
irony it appears
comes in many unimaginable forms
and speaks to one
upon numerous mental levels
I must be oh so very loved
to have been allowed such recognized
opportunity in the moment
to personally witness just this
as it was being handed down
the spirit of generosity
unmasks itself before m
such wonder
mere words
could not any further
describe..................
(Nov. 30, 1998)