we do not truly know love
not nearly well enough
not like love itself
knows us
love though
to man
is after all
like color to Van Gogh
its paints sketch our very souls
and place us each in touch
with the God we so long to better know
just as
man is a myriad of color himself
the myth of his heart
a canvas first so freshly touched
there are no finer adjectives to
express his universal desire
with but the advice of this lone pen
I reach for so very much
in short
the very best essence of myself
is my fortunate memory's mystifying
muse
I possess no new worth
while judgment to exchange an opportunity
all too easily dismisses excessive weight
of one's dreadfully battered excuse
which moves me to weep for all lovers
old and young....................
(Oct. 20, 1998)