we fly so high
that we all too soon
must surely come down
the higher the horse
of our latest love in question
the further away from us it rides
yet again
across the ravaged helm of each
desperate moment that we each
tried so hard not to relate to
or share
the great warrior
prince of unadmitted self disgust
an impractical yet sage beast that
it is
physically argues instead over the day
old yet still tender remains of the so
sought after kill
the prey of fault
but who's?
what feast attempts to undertake such
an astronomical spirit
throwing it brutally to the cold ground
like a frightened fox
cornered by the huntsman's chase
where the heart of the untamed demands
rights to bravery and fair tactics of
mutual save face
what garbage and emotional waste
another's unexpected spring of tears
is the bitterest of all to have to taste
privately I found that I am preceded often
by my own raw aggravation
as I wearily cross to make my silent way to
any sort of even strained situation
lost to the unwillingness of the world
and left drowning in a constant pool of
overstated preoccupation
in so being I have alas concluded that there
is no easy peace to be found in any calming
form of before unspoken about self revelation
and that puts me in such an 'Irksome Funk'
which to say the least is not a happy
sensation.....................
(Dec. 16, 1993 pm)