there is much age in these guileless green
glittering eyes
like thick planks of microscopic dust
collecting upon the most unfortunate of
frisky flies
but I am
might I imagine
not all that afraid myself to say so out right
although, I must admit the "Ghastly Un Living"
that too often takes place in life
has started to take its unequaled toll
to say the least about each dark, individual's
plight
my fine, young, frightened fingers follow wearily
the scratch sore script that so far perfectly
depicts the lack luster in such sad scroll
and the posh political figure heads
all this a fine standard set for the living
the white washing of all black must be their
mental inventor's end and goal
I've constantly continued to keep to myself
over the recent spread of years
refusing guilt's offer or any other outside
form of help
and this is possible if one so chooses to keep
close tabs on his fast forming fears
onward rides the sad waves of failure's storm
and I am all but the human form
of yet shadowed insight
starving slowly but for a better spite
and I know should I stop
only long enough to take in my more than sober
surroundings I may too very well wilt
and what for
in or of that could possibly ever hope to be
rebuilt ?
Not a bloody likely thing I'll bet!............
(Dec. 16, 1993 am)