I miss my brawny, sandy haired man
with his unstrained blue stare
even while the essence of his sweet and
surprising love keeps me in a state of
constant soulful self aware
there is a high court for even Christmas
in his festively virtuous lover's care
oh how badly one wishes to only please
the one who can not quite yet be here
more simply put
I miss you lover more than any words could
ever truly try to express my desire for you
my darling dearest dear..............
(Dec. 15, 1993 pm)