its in the hearts of every child or there the like
from the wisest of an elder adult child right down
to the smallest babbling tyke
why, I too once suffered from this very malady
myself when I was no more than a wee young tot
I was never quite happy enough with whatever it was
that I got
the tantalizing thought of 'More'
absolutely mesmerized me
I was captured by the vision in my mind of a fully
laden Christmas tree
yet, no matter how sizable my Christmas take
I still seemed to make a very big stink
even if only for stinks sake
I was a heartless heathen dressed in that of an
angel's snow like garb or robe
I threw a temper tantrum one year simply because
I didn't get a large enough world globe
some would have labeled me a 'Brat'
but surprisingly enough my mother never even once
referred to me as that
perhaps because the word itself didn't exist way
back then
but I honestly could not say just when
to her, I was a most brilliant lawyer
born with no need for even a year of lawyer's
schooling
for a time I made my own childhood laws and
abided by only my own ruling
I was famous she has said many many times
for making her out to be the criminal
it was always she whom in the end looked
guilty for my crimes
oh, what I, terror I surely must have been
let unleashed upon her nerves
with me as her child she got more than any
average mother deserves
for this, let me say that I truly am sorry
Mommy!
and though I never became a brilliant defense
lawyer like you many the time before said
instead
I chose to be a pensive poor poet
so, since this poem is dedicated to you
I can only hope that you like what you've
just read
I love you...............................
(Dec. 12, 1993 pm)