flaw's own fate
is
simple failure to define
the consequence of ruthless
interference
fairly common
is the state of such
unsettling affairs
we live
too reliably
one might coin
on the notion
that few truly care
we look
after all
right through
our very own selves
while passing judgment
on others
the whole entire way
as we attempt to grasp
for ourselves
some indefinable worth
choosing rather stupidly
to believe the damaged
mirrors of others
rather than those of our
very own
in such thoughtless trade off
the seeds of true trust die
in the foul uncertain waters
of even shallower remarks
where as belief
tends to dig in deep
and ride right beside us
through the more frantic storms
of even the most wrenching of
inhumanity's exposure
which leads this stalwart student
of spirit to believe
we inwardly for the most part do a
lot of our finest growing only when
outwardly we begin to grow old
for youth and beauty to one can teach
so very little
but age and aging quite masterfully
are able to easily sketch in all the
before only vague and unforgiving parts
some
sadly enough
never learn
and though they themselves
may die still quite physically beautiful
but
where beauty truly counts
they never even get the chance to glimpse
at their unrealized though far greater loss
know that this is the only moment when I
would not want to know just what it is like
to be God
as he is the only one who has to inform them
of this very important lack within themselves........
(Oct. 4, 1998)