upon the scream of my sudden impudence
anger took somewhere along the way a nearly
unarguable turn
causing my eyes of careful reawakened innocence
to take fire and burn
and brightly so
sparing me no
even small amount of restrained heat
only mortar from mistakes made in my fast
aging past that I was foolish enough to come
by and repeat
how many more vagrants must I be forced to
encounter to aid me in my simple quandary's
quest
for the gift of patience, petition and
unparalleled jest
nothing more than to merely just get away
who is left master of his situation when God
sees fit to take his leave and let man make his
own say
other than my own conscience
I know not what else to fight with nor for
so if you can't or won't give me any other form
of help or guidance
at least leave open somewhere for me
one small, available door.............
(Dec. 7,1993 pm)