like lush, green, topped trees
blowing in the whirl some wind
ever higher
I redundantly criticize this impossible
page I have come to now so frequently
sire
and why in my fine, young blood is there
yet even more kindling it seems
to fuel further this internal fire
am I to ever be so humble that I admit
of my thoughts
I often here lately seem to tire
but still...........
but still they with no apparent end
almost fervently flow
like a snowy river's bounty
while my ambitious mind soils nearly all
thoughts as like that of sea drifts
spilling upon the ocean's shore
I call to the deeper side of self to aid
and a mount me
with an unpracticed promise for a better
mindset to see past my over indulged
and knarled core
softness somewhere inside calls me back
to harm's unpredictable fence
so electrical in its extent
the gate all too suddenly closes and I'm
left with nothing but these pages of winded
words to describe and tell all of where I've
been and went
to a deeper meaning I often unkindly through
my smarting self seem to reach
finding only the bitter pit as I search
for the tender, succulent flesh of the
freshest peach
as before I've fallen short of my original
goal once yet again
and passed by the hoped for result in attempt
to attain
'The Ever Elusive Answering End'............
(Nov. 16, 1993)