I am currently courting creativity
and frankly its repelling me at every turn
you would think time after time
some sort of of valued lesson from this
I would soon learn
like not to further force my imposing will
upon rhyme's might
nor take any abject pleasures in self misery's
ill fated plight
so I ask of thee spare me anything Lord but
the blood full words scratched out by my
nearly objective pen
harness in me not my capabilities so much
so as the imagination that motivates me from
within..........................
(May 15, 1994 am)