the bridge between too many distances
is as narrow as it is long
THERE
it remains thus
so to sway
almost ominously sometimes
in fact
within the unchartered yet shadowed waiting
marginal are its supports
even when among such sunny fields of far too
common surrounding greenery of one's cherished
youth
such as
dating
dances
your first real kiss
going steady
skipping class
that first car
Graduation
and of course THE PROM!
we've all been THERE
life can be a teenager's nightmare
ah, but it has its moments too
a tricked calm catches the narrative's eye
the outward appearance of perfection
can quite often seem to be just that
far too perfect
a portrait should be commissioned
of just such moment's scene
children running out
with terror dogging their every step
while S.W.A.T. teams swarm in
looking to capture or kill
the deadly sporadic invaders
all
a careful representation
of the admittance of light into the reign
of darkness' gaping realm
why, druid witches likely brewed up
complex spells of their own
once
so to create just the opposite effect
their hushed chants and eerie potions
could only further enhance such dream like
state
as horror is naught but fear manifesting itself
in brutally foul circumspect
morality itself very own cachet of self made
narcotics
angry, violent youths with
a twisted murderous agenda to pursue
what could be worse
the unexpected
for the wanna-be-killer holds such charm
its the modern day antagonists' favored bid
of bids it seems
or rather
its now
lets make chaotic hell and not just simple
war
festering ill-intent tries but never can quite
fully desecrate the goodness and love as a whole
that permeates the human spirit
wounded hurts pride
in the end
seemed to be the culprit
such a sad ending to what could have been
curtail able events
this to date leading the latest in a growing
society of self volunteered killings
and at such a high turnover rate
who could have thought that the classroom would
become a killing field
a T.V. movie of the week
already in the making no doubt
this has almost become a mockery of
'Horror-How-To'
thats being rewritten nearly every day
teenage violence and suicide reads as modern
day redundancy squared verbatim almost
in our nation's constant daily flood of news
reports
the bogey man has become
a disturbed kid without an apparent conscience
who has some over blown juvenile score to settle
with his peers
Hawn said it best 'Its A sick World'
so how can we even begin to believe again
that one day our kids will be safe
and yet
in the tragedy of this specified moment
obviously so very thankful are we now that
the absolute worst in Colorado didn't come
to its full pass
after all
the scholastic Apocalypse was sagely thwarted
how shocking can be the aftermath of such
senseless carnage
though fifteen dead is not exactly any sort of
success to brag about
remember there are parents left still today
whose children were only recently senselessly
murdered in of all places the safety of their
public school
yet the grimly painted out come detailed by the
police in their meticulous investigation
would have been by the far much, much worse
the only comfort in all this
is that God must be much more kind than we
ever believed he was before
and in the same vein of mention
still those boys bent on mass manic chaos and
destruction now have to face for themselves
an even much higher court to answer for their
deeds
the innocent as we know
are taken away to be met by the rewards of
Heaven
yet the heartlessly cold and hate filled,
premeditated
likely do not garner such luxury
if our ministers and priests in each their
chosen place are correctly preaching their
scriptures to us
still, in the murky mire of such overwhelming
out pour of unified misery
one truly shaken soul feels she at least must
ask
would it further hurt or offend the victim's
families (victims by circumstance themselves)
if we as a spiritual collective
prayed for the mercy of those two lost boy's
souls
after all
in the end
isn't that just what they were
murderers you first will say yes
that must be a given
as their actions can not lie
but all the same
Lost
just as well
Merciful God who art in Heaven above
I ask that you guide us each out of the
darkness of our errant sins
and give rest to these weary souls
every last one
upon the great depth and power of yours
alone
loving peace
and speak to our lowly human hearts
so that we too will at least try to do
the same
love one another and forgive each of his
hurtful trespasses
amen......................
(May 1, 1999)