FOOLISH ME

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JOURNAL #32

a heavy heart

precedes

the approach of many a self doubt

shockingly incommunicado

you have all too suddenly become

no word

no call

no reply

no text

no response

(in fact nothing at all)

after such onslaught and rush

of love's bombastic blitz

upon my unsuspecting being

I truly am bemused now!

as a vacuum of utter nothingness

settles upon me

leaving me more still and reserved

than an underground cavern

I was lost and uncertain before

then quite miraculously found (by you)

and I bloomed joyful in the wake of

such hope and enchantment

only to 11 days in, be set aside

forgotten in the disconnect I guess

and here I sit 7 days out from that

feeling like I've been through a

class 5 hurricane

so scary and beautiful while it lasted

yes

and now its just over me

leaving in its wake

a devastation that can't be compared

tsk, tsk

foolish, foolish me

for engaging myself with such an

unpredictable force

and coming out the loser

all shaky and scared.............

(Oct. 16, 2007 740pm)


























Author's Notes/Comments: 

written for S. M.

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