a heavy heart
precedes
the approach of many a self doubt
shockingly incommunicado
you have all too suddenly become
no word
no call
no reply
no text
no response
(in fact nothing at all)
after such onslaught and rush
of love's bombastic blitz
upon my unsuspecting being
I truly am bemused now!
as a vacuum of utter nothingness
settles upon me
leaving me more still and reserved
than an underground cavern
I was lost and uncertain before
then quite miraculously found (by you)
and I bloomed joyful in the wake of
such hope and enchantment
only to 11 days in, be set aside
forgotten in the disconnect I guess
and here I sit 7 days out from that
feeling like I've been through a
class 5 hurricane
so scary and beautiful while it lasted
yes
and now its just over me
leaving in its wake
a devastation that can't be compared
tsk, tsk
foolish, foolish me
for engaging myself with such an
unpredictable force
and coming out the loser
all shaky and scared.............
(Oct. 16, 2007 740pm)