when I see you in my mind
I want to touch you
I want to reach out and ruffle your hair
and watch your eyes warm to fill with my own
reflection
sometimes its hard to believe that I have
always been just right here
and you forever there
sometimes I just can't help but wonder
is that the way it is for you too
or am I just being the hopeful one
there are moments though when I can sense
your incredible depth
and all I can do is just ache and ache
to swim in its bottomless waters
you refresh me so
and remind me of just who I am
and at times where I was meant to go
we share so much
and know even more
about each other
and each our dreams
private little wars
every minor thing sparkles in your wake
you are magnificent
never forget that
and yet its our confessed imperfections
that makes us most attracted
our minds are old lovers now
these exchanged pages
are our shared satin sheets
we languish upon their sweetly welcomed
crispness
you alone seem to take me as me
whether sensitive or funny
mythical or real
amazed or fearful
you accept
and this is why
I long to reach out and touch you
for you are
the best sort of friend
a man it would seem
who in effect
was born to understand
my cave dweller.............
(March 21, 1999)