upon making demands
tear down those hills
but don't let the walls' guilt
brush your more innocent hands
fear lives on the very idea of
weakness alone
and guns are never scared
such strengths were inherited
you know
under varying degrees of distress
incidental mistrust marries words
every time that have always been
my own
in such channels that is where I
swim best alone
still creatively guarded
yet almost eerily optimistic
I.E.
my rose colored world is only now
just a little rainy and here it is
sunny once again
and so late in the day
I can ramble on without any
provocation quite beautifully
whether in or out of jest
and see through eyes that others
would swear feared would soon dim
taking a rather faint view of the risks
involved
for a long, leisurely walk at every
available moment
snagging the very nets of personal myth
so to open my braided thoughts to these
pages that are rightfully theirs
focus itself refuses to fray even when I'm
falling apart privately
I am rather simply a poet trapped in the
magical mid rhyme
that's ever so elusively expressed
publicly I am no more than a caricature
of that
a child's drawing
hung in an ornate gallery
that houses all the greats
ah poetry
my pen's mistress
she is such a
'Delightful Fluke'...............
(Feb. 21, 1999)