will you think of me
when I am quite thoroughly dead
and will you recall
with such fervent grave fondness
my heart, hands, hips and head
though it is certainly quite doubtful
that I will care
after all once again just recall
that I shall be indeed quite dead
and so very far removed from any
even small form of despair
lifted ever more beyond the fragile veil
but still
where here in the here and now
I am compelled to ask
will you think of me
once deeply regretful
but only now in a rather forgettable
way
I turn every which way and truthfully
confess all when I say
well perhaps indeed you shall
but it really won't matter
for in my miss mastered maturity
I have at last grown to accept
that death itself is but a passage and
buffer between this life being lived
and the death and breath of the spirit
at peace
so do I care if you shall think of me
when I am dead
yes
but not nearly so much now
its more so just a passing fancy
dutifully addressed.............
(Feb. 17, 1999)