I don't know how long that I can continue to
sit on this
for I refuse to be tortured any further
by a touch
nor be remembered with merely just a passionate kiss
that's hardly my style
as I am a sensual woman
and deserve so much more than this
the very scent of your unclaimable love I could
almost admit that I smell but I won't
such confessions from me
you do not wish to hear
so your precious space
shall ever remain yours
just that
precious space
so very distanced from my own
as I love you that much myself
fools in love
it seems
are so very painfully slow to learn
obviously
I am not above such putrid cliche's
go ahead
laugh
when for the longest time I couldn't
yet oddly enough
now I can
that was what lead me to the notion
that finally its well and completely
over
oh, one can hope!.............
(Feb. 16, 1999)