you know
I almost miss those days
at Gable's Green
the actual day to day living
and hating of it all
though just now
only sight unseen
with old Jodhpurs Jay
standing much too proudly
with head held high
on the three quarter porch
in his faded winter worn work
coat
and I in my mind sitting in
blanketed wool
upon the creaky old slow rusting
swing
with my trusted treasured journal
perched in hand
reading quietly to myself
what I just wrote
in dire dim reflection
I believe its now safe enough to
say
that the angry menacing lies that
lived in that big old house
very nearly robbed me of my soul
I faded just a little more with each
passing day
if I hadn't up and left when I did
perhaps my physical body would have
grown old
but the best of me
my soul
would have all too easily whithered away
like untreated lumber in the rain
left to slowly decay
the surface of life isn't always as lovely
as at first it may seem
and thats just how it was
I'm none too proud to proclaim at that
fiery hell's pit of a home
I none too lovingly referred to as that
'Grim Gable's Green'
(June 14, 1998)