with such beautiful disregard
I assault you at your word
a trembling outcast
naught more than a careless label
for one so faithless
that its well deserved
why the canary has come to eat the cat
or at least feast upon its fears
in the perilous darkness
I am quite the certain
that even the blood less you could
appreciate that
you so easily mesmerize
as you despise
the dark pale ones
in all their aggravating tragedies
you war at one to be why almost envious
and your crime from the start
was simply falling in a most all ensnaring
love with
of all things
a most foul yet beloved beastie
as God's own angels
shake their heavenly haloed heads
in such utter disbelief
the night and all its embodiment of
treachery
laughs at you
though love it seems
no matter how misguided
wins out over all in its
earthly end
yes
why even blood and redemption
beautiful but barren and lifeless
Vittorio
in my shocked hands
you have what is left
of my frail sympathy's admiration
small insignificant coup that it is.........
(March 22, 1999)