the feint scent of marigolds
in their finest form of perfection
steal so sweetly from me
my more attributing vivid thoughts
even in harsh contrast
I am truly envious of such
sustained focus
and her most silently tempered muse
at great affordable leisure
my strangled mirth kicks
and my unprepared conscience tends
to abhor such mental shocks
as
its much too illogical
but the true dreamers never seem
to see it that way
I find too often I am quite unjustly
impaired
by the cluttered creative limits of
my frankly too human mind
as if I
a merely wanna be poet
deserves so much the better
you know
I'm quite mad when I'm high
(on myself)
such grievous cluttering
is like a wet, heavy blanket
that smothers the warmer fires in
my soul
once for me
stars could fell the fairy tale
monsters of my childish frights
where now mental oceans bow before
the ginger scent of wine
and roar almost ad nauzeum
about the mystical glow that gets
cast off my romantic firelight
surely such sensuous sights
are indeed sights worth mentioning
and not
simply just by one's seeing
as beauty should be felt not merely
witnessed
like a crime
such offer of expression
nearly begs one to become
part of the moment so poignant
really
is it so sadly romantic of me
to cry over lovers who have yet
arrived to break one's much too
tender heart
well, if so
this I still choose to do
as such ease of shifting forward
in one's way of thinking
is certainly considered
a sound practice
where one's careful preparation
in nearly everything else
often saves lives
few still today realize that this very
same practical exercise
works for one's heart just as well
if not then following this
at least practice more and more
falling in love
whether it be
with a book
a child
a pet
a flower
or a lover
why just a fiery sunset or simple
silky cloud
that so sweetly passes through one
of many of God's endless frames of sky
set free the unashamed marvel that fills
thine tear trapped eyes
and teach your ever present companion
truth
how to better focus on
love's pure climb
to its highest love
and you will excel to learn and fully
know
all things that are meant to be
but best of all
you will become one with all the reasons
why
because
God has said
'Let It Be'.............
(July 10, 1999)