phantom blush
so red upon the quite
uncourageous heart
leave me now
as my pitiful peril
need never be any further
exploited
such bitter discord
amongst the dubious ranks
of requite
only squanders
what few choices
I honestly can admit I sill possess
that for which isn't deeply returned
in such vast craters of doubtless
misinterpretation
sadly never was
behold such clearly
squelched flame
and yet
its the living with such
undesired knowledge
that best teaches even the
most cowardly of hearts
to chance the wall
and to brave the next awaiting
fields of promise again
as its in the heart naturally
to fight for love
whether one truly believes in it
or not..............
(July 10, 1999)