the heart sits shattered
atop cool slippery stones
the mind ponders such
complexing circumstance
and subsequent woe
just what have I done
and why does such raw
so bigger seem to grow
where can I expect to be found
when I don't even yet know
just how I came to be so lost
a 180 degree turn
knocked me right out of myself
when these hands and feet grow back
I'll pick up this scarred shell
and promptly start for home
prayer is only part of the answer
wisdom and her actions
shall repair the worst of the tears
and writing quite blessedly
for me
supplies the antibiotic
which fights off the pain
though I wish I could properly pen
a far better understanding
in my heart I know some actions
yet known
why to man are purposely futile
so, I'll not worry
as God in his time
will permit me to understand.........
(July 8, 1999)