M-tremble be a mention
of love's gentlest bloom
R-nearing the rocky shores of doom
the reef lies hidden
the night it cloaks
M-I pity the moment which finds me drown
R-my strengths are gone
the life leaving me
my body sinks deeply into the sea
M-the life raft my mind
a foolish moth eaten dream
scuttles my fear
a burgeoning pitiless scream
from this aisle I chart my course
leaving it behind with no remorse
proudly upon the bow I stand
turning away from the bloody sand
M-sustenance
those rocks up ahead
they sing songs
from a name less siren
to me
in the roar of my deadened ears
plucked from my watery would be grave
I bask now
just as nameless as they
for too tired am I to more clearly see............
(Feb. 7, 2000 1am)