you asked me
doesn't this make you horny
well, many thoughts about you
make me do so
of course
but keep in mind my love
you are pure desire for me
that I can not yet touch
you are a sip from a too hot cup
I ache to taste you
and wreck a bed in attempts
to physically wreck you (winks)
as well as lengthily embrace you
and feel your solid realness
clasped in my own soft gripping hands
you are the curse and the cure for me
you overwhelm and capsize me
with the simplest statements sometimes
you are the cleverest spider
to my poor besotted fly
I am mad for your mouth and kisses
yes, oh God yes
but equally mad to hear your softest
little sigh
or hear your voice whisper my
name in sweet reverence and awe
or even to just watch you dress
but I'd prefer to see that amazing
body of yours undressed
without question you've few or
no flaws
perhaps I need to see more and more
of you wearing less and less
a deeply feminine thing
I am certain to a man to confess
still, its so much more
than physical bliss
ah but yet its the physical side
of expression that repeatedly
plasters my thoughts all over your
eye catching chest
why, I know that you feel it too
and I think in some deeper ways
knowing me
even from this distance
has changed something so wanting to
something so wonderful in you
you are sweeter than you know
I tap into that with you
you put up with my rampant insecurities
(though I am growing more and more secure
and in tune)
and yes like you said
when it comes to you , you know me better
than I know myself
I wouldn't dare to disagree
for your heart in its own need
calls out so clearly to me
at that level
I always hear you loud and clear
I just don't know what's going to happen
when
once I have you with me
sharing space and breath
love and flesh
heat and its lingering rest
only for you to leave me then
and from my reality disappear
for my heart ever will be
fine china in your fine
pianist's like hands
whether far from me or
near me you choose to stand
you now
whether you want to or not
hold my finest
form of lover's happiness
curled up warmly
in the palm of
your favorite hand..........
(Sept. 10, 2007 318 am)