in the meadow
by the park
I saw wild corn flowers
growing
they were the exact color
of your eyes
that afternoon when you
first told me that you were
in love with me
a child strolled by just now
and carelessly picked them
I cried
again
as if your love had been
yanked away
from me
first by your death
and now
by the greedy little beautiful
child's grubby hands
you were cruelly plucked
from me once again
an 'Innocence Revisited'
only to be yearned for yet again
in this same stupid meadow
by that old park
you once loved so much
oh, why can't your memory
just like you
stay dead.............
(Jan. 17, 2000)