in my mind
I sketch your eyes
how I love that bully brooding
quality of them
they remind me of
passion just on the rise
thrown in with a hint of
stubborn brutish pride
such finely contoured hands
so masculine and sure
who's grip I'd long for
long after
their master's kiss had lured
how can I better reveal
the sparks such visions
in me procure
desire all a frenzy
whipped up
in climactic allure
your breathless face
before my enchanted own
all heated and a blur
a spell of mutual intention
we seem to weave for each other
so to better ensure
this connection we have
discovered just
would break not nor be
usurped
the power you hold over me
remains undisturbed
in the awe of these last six
months over view
my heart keeps whispering
beloved dear man
what have you done?
you have stolen my good sense
and wrecked my idea of what it means
to be happy
now I find myself a pitiful preoccupied mess
endlessly hung up
on but
the mere thought of you
smirking all the while to myself
how so very much ashamed of yourself
you should be
for being such an unstoppable force
that you are
and making me feel just this way..........
(written Aug. 5, 2007 130am)