I am the world's biggest fool
no dope could come close to the
fool that is me
I stand redundant in even my own
stupidity
I am the owl who can hardly see
a gun in the hands of the enemy
there could never be another me
one so ridiculous
as ever ridiculous was meant to
surely be
I crush myself
in my attempts to break free
I fail to learn the simplest lesson
no matter how many times I make the same
mess of the latest catastrophe
my more stupid heart will always
trip me up
yet free of love's hold
no matter how slim the chance
I'll never be
I will always be on the outside
looking in
the big foolish dope
once again
caught up in her own lonely tree
(Aug. 6, 2007 3am or there about)