two half faces ponder
as each stares back at me in
quite a different light
I am mesmerized by their obvious
opposing opinions
you can not imagine the crazy fluttering
in my heart
I am enthralled by the beauty in not only
the prince
yet his counter part the beast
a dream has actually come to unbelievable light
though split before me by a once absorbed agony
'tis a pity
though the soul remains ever in tact
and even more so perfect tonight
the expectant quivering will not stop
my breath catches on the impossibility of the
moment
he thinks its revoltion that labors my breath
how so very sad
that a brutal misunderstanding has whisked away
my damaged prince
his hopeful return marks the true beginning to my
having lived
his agony and love I take on as my own
ever remorseful
I see the immediate necessity in his abrupt
departure
I have touched love
my lungs burn for more air
the realization of the moment is overwhelming
I am drawn into the purity of my own feelings
and it is enough
even if his love is physically lost to me
from this day on
forever never before seemed quite so long
as it did at the very instant
when our lips touched
thank you my enigmatic stranger
thank you for what it is
you do not know that you have given me some
respite from my lonely past
as well as your perfect yet untouched essence
such fiery spirit knows no bounds
I will cherish this knowledge all the days of
my life
and I will die happy having loved you
even if only from afar..................
(April 12, 1996)