so I come to you again
in hidden mystery
a voice yet heard
whose words grab you by
the heart
you laugh
'cause I then dare to call you
my deeply enigmatic one
with just a hint of timid
inflection
velvet hands borrowed from
the sun
lift me up with your dearness
such a tangible fortune
you gather in me
I see what you feel
so clearly
'tis never shrouded long
by what is not really real
no dark amusement passed
your chiseled lips
as true gentlemen do not
demean
and you see me in all my
supposed glory
with no apparent pretense
permitted
but the shutters of my
gentle womanhood
draw questions to a close
as self preservation tempers
me intrepidly calm
even with little or no
recent interaction with you
all is well in this house of
imbalance
for my strong, gentle love
so enchantably immoral
is only as far from me
as I'll have him be
if to be better explained
his riveting nearness
is never far
allowing my every breath to
feel the gentle embrace of such
an unflinching gaze...........
(July 1, 2000 2am)