the fading light danced as if upon some
borrowed flame
while objects of strangled resourcefulness
Willy-nillied as if they too were co-conspirators
to the game
as veiled opportunity added her sad but much too
latent support to the role
blistering nostalgia fell prone into the gape of
greed's thirsty munmindful hole
and there you and I stood
lost to what we each gave
once upon a time lovers and not victims to this
now mutual grave
harps strum through the emptiness
stricken by the balding course
crippled is he who delights in the inescapable
bonds of a most dizzying remorse
the dead that is inside me turns away from you
and to its side
too far gone now to care if from me you continue
to try and hide
as I bundle the edges of my coat together and
indifferently slip as I walk away
I pretend not to though, I hear the last parting
words that you manage to choke out and say
I guess we meant less to each other than we
originally thought we did
but once even you have to admit that we knew
each other only so well
mentally I scream, oh, spare us the pseudo emotional
speech for as we both know you were never one to
coolly kiss then tell...................
(March 14, 1995)