this is a passion
that I myself
have so engaged
many, many times in fact
due to its great tenacity
upon the mere mortal brain
my mind has honed her skill
yet startlingly aged
making me such a brilliantly
dense fair sculptor of rhymes
and ill tact
and to think I prayed for this
was I born dead last
God must be laughing at me now
as my fondest sweet pleasure becomes
a vinegar laced noose
for another's rage
great strength is to be gained
from such wars so emotionally waged
I just need to create for myself
a far, far better weapon
the next great battle looms
'Even Now Nearer'
to the mark of the unavoidable end
so heed this most honest warning
dearest shallow opponent
for as in life like upon the page
I prefer to choose for myself
which way I'd like for it to end
please do not think me arrogant
but in certain things I will not bend............
(April 14, 1998)