FEELING YOUR LOSS

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I miss you so much

I miss how you are with me

I miss feeling so wanted by you

I miss the ability I had to look forward to seeing

you again on Sunday night

I miss your sweet and racy text messages

I even miss all your playful cursing

I miss your calling me your witcho and your constantly

demanding that I give you a kiss

(like you would even have to demand such a thing

if I were standing before you face to face)

I miss your special way of always misspelling

the same words

I miss all of those little things that so uniquely

make you, you

but most of all

I miss knowing that you are safe

and happy and that nobody has hurt you

I miss that almost as much as I miss that

beautiful light of yours that you so generously

shone into my world

I'm having trouble now living without that light

and I ache from all this not knowing

but always

my thoughts

my concern

my prayers

are with you

as far too deeply now

I am 'Feeling Your Loss'.................

(written July 8, 2007 718 am)






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